OUT TODAY - I KILL DOGS (THEREFORE I AM...) BY NEIL RANDALL

Wednesday, 20 August 2025 / Leave a Comment


 Neil Randall is delighted to announce the release of his latest novel I Kill Dogs (Therefore I am...). The story is about a seriously disturbed young boy called Niall Campbell, traumatised by how a new dog usurps his place in his family's affections. This triggers a lifelong aversion to the canine and many acts of violence against both animals and humans that take Niall from the Norfolk coast to New York and, ultimately, the length and breadth of Australia.

Increasingly, he is appalled at the way people in modern life treat their animals better than they do their own family and friends. As he puts it in his eventual political manifesto:

I have taken this dog’s life to highlight how atrociously we as a collective race of people treat each other in society today. I have taken this dog’s life to highlight the lack of warmth, love, understanding, compassion, and kindness that defines our everyday lives. I have taken this dog’s life to appeal to every man, woman, and child – not just in New York City but around the world. Be kinder to your fellow citizens. No longer be driven by greed and self-interest. Offer a helping hand when it is needed. If you treat a human being with the same love, respect, and devotion you bestow upon you domestic animals, this world would be a far better place.

Here's a spoken word taste of the novel read by the author herself:



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THE MIRIJEVSKI VENAC AFFAIR - LIVE ON WATTPAD

Wednesday, 23 July 2025 / Leave a Comment

 


To celebrate the release of his new short story collection, A Fancy Dress Party at a Russian Lunatic Asylum, Neil Randall has made one of the stand-out stories - The Mirijevksi Venac Affair - available to read for free of writing website Wattpad. 

     An absurdist tale of three secret agents deployed to a Belgrade suburb without any operational instructions, the story draws heavily from Paul Auster and will be of interest to any fans of the late, great author of The New York Trilogy. 

      Here are the opening pages of the story:


Due to the unpredictable situation on the ground, Gray faced a long wait before receiving full operational instructions. Until that time, he was told to keep a low profile, and only leave the apartment to exercise and purchase basic provisions. Not in any circumstances should he do or say anything that might bring unwanted attention to himself.

      As instructed, he bought a SIM card at one of the many kiosks situated on different street corners, and made brief contact with his superiors.

      “Nothing to report. I await your orders.”

     Nobody responded; a brief silence ensued before the call was terminated. After that, he only turned the untraceable disposal cell phone on at prearranged times of the day to check his inbox, and had no further contact with the outside world.

       Every morning just before first light, Gray performed a set routine of vigorous stretching exercises, meditation, and yoga, before embarking on a ten-kilometre run along the city streets. During the run, he familiarised himself with the local area. Traffic was always heavy at this time of day. If he had to suddenly vacate the apartment during a rush-hour period, it would pay to know his way around the back streets and rat runs which might enable him to disappear as quickly and stealthily as possible.

      On the main bulevar, he encountered a dull parade of faces, the poor and destitute, gypsies, beggars, and drunks sprawled on benches surrounded by mangy street dogs. The people had a beaten, weary quality about them. On occasion he was harassed for money by dirty-faced street urchins. But he didn’t lose his composure and curse in his own language; he simply moved on without saying a word.

      After returning to the apartment, he showered, dressed, ate a light breakfast, made some coffee, and then sat on the small terrace overlooking a children’s play area. With no television, literature, or portable devices, boredom set in quickly and was hard to overcome. The only concession had been a basic book of grammar to help him pick up the language faster. But after completing a few exercises, the difficulty level increased significantly, and he found it almost impossible to assimilate the necessary information to proceed to the next module. Rather than waste time, he jotted down words from the glossary and married them up to different objects and pieces of furniture in the apartment: window, chair, table, cup, cooker, and so on. But despite repeating those words many times over, it only diverted his attention for a further hour or so before he lost interest.

    To break up the day, he performed sets of one hundred press-ups and one hundred sit-ups at regular intervals.

     As he’d been instructed to remain observant at all times, he returned to the terrace and surveilled the main street, locally known as the Mirijevski Venac, studying the patrons who occupied the outside seating section of a nearby café, and those who walked or exercised their dogs in the adjoining park. With a notebook and pencil meant solely for his language assimilation endeavours, he made detailed records of all potentially suspicious persons. Undoubtedly, other nations hostile to their geopolitical goals would’ve deployed operatives with similar mission objectives.

     One man in particular soon caught his attention. Early to mid-thirties, with a tanned, muscular physique, he used the exercise equipment situated next to the play area at the same time every morning – a time which corresponded with Gray sitting down on the terrace and drinking his morning coffee. Like Gray himself, he performed a set routine of stretching exercises, sat cross-legged on the grass in a classic meditative pose, and then clambered upon the cross-trainers for a vigorous high-octane cardio session. After a brief rest period and a few sips of water from a nearby fountain, he approached a high metal bar and did fifty impressive chin-ups, slow and methodical. He then mounted an exercise bike, and pedalled at a steady rate for forty-five minutes. Tellingly, he listened to no music nor interrogated the rucksack he brought along with him for a phone or portable device – something considered almost compulsory in today’s technological world, and something which heightened Gray’s suspicions. Was he an enemy operative hiding in plain sight? Was the fact he exercised in front of Gray’s apartment significant? Neither of which Gray could answer with any certainty at this early stage of the operation. All he could do was continue to monitor the subject’s activities.

     For the time being, he became more interested in the snippets of conversation that he overheard through the paper-thin apartment walls. These ranged from blazing arguments, young mothers’ comforting babies, the odd drunken gathering complete with boozy, bawdy singing into the early hours of the morning, to a gravelly voiced old man conducting long meandering telephone calls from the terrace directly above Gray’s own.

    In this manner, he slipped into a dull, repetitive routine. At the supermarket each day, he made only standard purchases: bread, milk, eggs – and prepared basic meals which left him satiated for the rest of the evening. He ran every morning, tried to assimilate as many new words from the language book as he possibly could, before settling down on the terrace, and observing the now familiar comings and goings on the Mirijevski Venac.


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BONUS SUMMER RELEASES

Monday, 14 July 2025 / 1 comment

 


Neil Randall is delighted to announce the release of two very special titles. Firstly, a new version of his acclaimed debut short story collection 'Tales of Ordinary Sadness' or, as it is known in some circles 'the unluckiest book in literary history'. 

      Why?

     Randall's debut collection went out of print before it was officially released. The publisher, who will remain unnamed, went out of business before the book's release date. Even though Randall held a number of events - signings and readings - 'Tales...' was never properly unleashed on an unsuspecting reading public.

    Here are a few of the early reviews/ratings:


*****  – David Willis, Beatdom Magazine

 

Randall '…is an intriguing writer who kept me entranced from start to finish. His writing style is bold, intense, disturbing, thought provoking, and very descriptive, with strong imagery.’                                                                                    

                                                                                                                - Cindy Taylor, AllBooks Review

 

'Tales of Ordinary Sadness' is a fantastic collection of stories that will shock, challenge and delight. The writing is so perceptive it's almost unnerving. 5 out of 5 stars from me

                                - Rowena Wiseman, Author of The Replacement Wife, Harper Collins

Secondly, 'A Fancy Dress Party at a Russian Lunatic Asylum'. Some of these stories were written during the COVID lockdown, others when the author moved to Belgrade. A wild mix of themes and emotional territory covered, the collection contains some of Randall's most memorable characters and very finest writing.

Both title feature the author's original artwork. 

To try and beat amazon at their own game, Randall has published the books through books.by, a new initiative to help writers get a bigger percentage of their royalties. As such, both books are available for just $9.99.

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THE VERDICT SO FAR - THE PROFESSIONAL MOURNER EARLY REVIEWS

Tuesday, 3 June 2025 / Leave a Comment

 








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SNEAK PREVIEW - THE BELGRADE SCHOOL SHOOTINGS

Monday, 19 May 2025 / Leave a Comment

 


To give readers an exclusive sneak preview of Neil Randall's latest novel The Belgrade School Shootings, Alien Buddha Press have made the opening chapters available on their blog. 

    Here's the opening scene, to whet your appetite:


ON THE THIRD of May 2024, my former partner Issak Lazarevic, an award-winning novelist and lecturer, shot dead ten of his students. Why, no one who knew him on a personal or professional level had any idea whatsoever. Issak was a popular and well-respected figure in Serbian society. His short- and long-form fictional works were considered the finest in the country’s contemporary literary cannon. His students absolutely idolised him – there was a four-year waiting list for his creative writing programme. Colleagues who spoke to Issak earlier that morning detected nothing out of the ordinary, in either his general demeanour or outward behaviour. In the staff room, not half an hour before he opened fire on a group of defenceless teenagers, he acted perfectly normally – or as normally as anyone so intense and preoccupied with his own thoughts typically acted. He exchanged good morning greetings with everyone he encountered, and even went so far as to confirm his attendance at a colleague’s retirement party. ‘Of course I’ll be there,’ he told Ivana Lubic, one of the secretaries. ‘Radovan is a fine man. I’ve always had the greatest respect for him. I’ll be sure to pop out at lunchtime and grab him a bottle of something special. Forty years in the profession is a huge achievement’.

     Hardly the words or sentiments of somebody carrying CZ-75 Shadow 2 and Ruger .22 LR variant pistols in his briefcase.

      In CCTV footage that would feature on news bulletins not just in Serbia but all across the world, Issak can clearly be seen walking across the faculty car park, with the same briefcase in his hand. If you didn’t know him personally, or weren’t aware of his literary pedigree, he would’ve appeared completely unassuming – medium height, middle-aged, unremarkably dressed (the same corduroy blazer, striped button-down shirt, and slacks combination he’d been wearing to lectures for years) – a face worthy of any crowd. In the immediate aftermath of the shootings, I remember replaying that footage time and again on my laptop, what were the last moments of the old Issak Lazarevic – a man I once genuinely loved with all my heart – before he became someone and -thing I would never have recognised: a maniac and monster rolled into one.

      And it’s curious how we can piece together a person’s movements like this – from the security camera images to the eyewitness accounts, to the moment armed police burst into the classroom and found him sat at his desk calmly reading from a well-thumbed copy of The Professional Mourner, what many consider his masterpiece, while surrounded by ten fresh corpses. But we can never tell what’s going on in their heads, or why they acted in the way they did, what motivated them to do something so despicable and so out of character.

       As for the actual murders, the crime scene specialists were able to ascertain a concrete and chilling chain of events. From the entry point of each bullet, the blood spatter, to the way the young bodies had crumpled to the classroom floor and the desks and chairs been upturned, it was evident that Issak had opened fire on the children without much, if any warning. This was corroborated to a certain extent by the lecturers and students in adjoining classrooms, as they heard no raised voices or anything out of the ordinary before the first shot rang out. Each student had been targeted twice, with the first bullet either killing them outright or incapacitating them. The second bullet, a headshot, was uncanny in its accuracy: direct through the middle of the forehead. When questioned following the attack, one of the ballistics experts made the following comments: ‘It was the kind of thing you’d see an experienced hunter do after they’d clipped their prey. What you’d probably call a “humane gesture”, putting the beast out of its misery as quickly and expediently as possible. That, or a mafiosi-style contract killing’.

      And it’s here that the case presented its first serious anomaly – of what would be many in the coming weeks, months, and beyond.

      Only a skilled, experienced marksman could’ve discharged shots of that accuracy in what was an incredibly short space of time. By all reckoning, barely a minute passed between the first reported gunshot and the last. But to the best of anybody’s knowledge – certainly mine, or any of Issak’s close friends, fellow writers, or colleagues at the institute – he’d never fired a gun before in his life. 


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OUT TODAY - THE BELGRADE SCHOOL SHOOTINGS BY NEIL RANDALL

Saturday, 17 May 2025 / Leave a Comment

 


Grab your credit card, borrow money from a friend, or steal from a casual acquaintance – but please don’t mug any old ladies in the street. Well...

    Neil Randall’s latest novel The Belgrade School Shootings is released today!

    The first part of The Belgrade Trilogy, written in a frenzy of literary activity in the dark depths of everyone’s least favourite year 2024, is a hard book to define. Some early reviewers have called it ‘a razor-sharp literary thriller’, others ‘a book about obsession, and the perilous intersection between fiction and reality’. Whereas the author himself always saw the novel as a ‘love letter to the act of reading’. But stopped short of aligning himself with the protagonist’s chilling warning: ‘If the younger generation isn’t prepared to read and arrest the alarming intellectual decline, then they should be put against a wall and shot.’

     The plot?

    Serbia’s most acclaimed novelist Issak Lazarevic guns down 10 of his students in a seeming act of madness. But as veteran journalist (and Lazarevic’s former fiancée) soon discovers – there is so much about the killings that don’t aid up – the way the children were shot in an execution-style manner (Lazarevic had never fired a gun in his life), uncanny Lazarevic lookalikes popping up all over the city, and most bizarre of all, the emergence of a novel written months before the school shootings, clearly written by Lazarevic, which predict events that hadn’t even happened yet.

    Lazarevic’s most acclaimed piece of work? – The Professional Mourner.

      Here is a short sample from the novel to whet your appetite. At this point in the story, Lazarevic has just been arrested for the shootings, and the police investigation is just getting underway.

 

When police raided Issak’s apartment in Dedinje, they made some curious, if not disturbing discoveries. Most peculiar of all, it looked as if the same two people were living in the one same space. And I articulate that in somewhat obscure terms knowingly and intentionally. In the only bedroom, there were two identical futon-style beds. The two wardrobes that stood facing each other on either side of the room contained the exact same clothes. And not just in style – the blazers, shirts, and slacks I’ve already mentioned – but in the exact same number: seven blazers, seven shirts, seven pairs of slacks. They made a similar discovery in the two underwear drawers: seven pairs of boxer shorts and seven pairs of socks in each one.

      In the bathroom: two toothbrushes, two tubes of toothpaste, two bottles of mouthwash, two cans of deodorant, two razors, two cans of shaving foam, two shampoos, two shower gels, and two towels hanging from the back of the door (both black and both still slightly damp). Even more freakishly and bizarre, when the officers examined the toiletries in question, either visually or by giving each individual receptacle a shake, the exact same amount of toothpaste, mouthwash, deodorant, shaving foam, even the number of cotton buds in their respective plastic containers appeared to be inside.

     All of which suggested that two people were choreographing and copycatting their everyday existence down to their oral hygiene and facial grooming routine. And the only way that that would’ve been possible (and I thought about this so much over the days immediately following the shootings, it made my head hurt) was for one person to have painstakingly and with a degree of precision you’d associate with a highly advanced form of artificial intelligence, to, not so much perform each individual ablution twice, but, for example, pour out two exact measures of mouthwash, use one, throw the other away, or spray deodorant under each arm, then discharge two phantom sprays into the air, and so on.

    None of which made any sense. To be that precise about everything that was discovered in the apartment would’ve taken a disproportionally huge amount of time out of Issak’s day. And this was a man who valued every single second, who knew how precious his time was, and who wanted to do nothing but channel that time into his artistic and educational activities. The Issak I knew could never have wasted even one valuable second on such everyday inconsequentialities. It would’ve been far too painful for him; it would’ve made his artistic soul squirm.

    In the kitchen cupboards and drawers, where you’d expect to find many plates, bowls, cups, knives, forks, spoons, et cetera – there were only two of each. And two places set at the table.

      In the front room, two identical leather armchairs with retractable footrests had been turned around to face the wall, rather than the rest of the space (as if all the occupants of those chairs ever did was stare at that wall from absurdly close proximity). But the room contained nothing else. No TV. No coffee table. Not even any bookcases – which seemed wildly amiss to me, a former resident of the same apartment, as Issak had one of the most extensive personal libraries of anyone I’d ever known. Cherished volumes, signed first editions, rare, collector item tomes we’d discovered in book fairs on our travels. But when police made inquiries, they never found out where these books had gone (and to have removed hundreds, if not thousands of books from an apartment would’ve taken hours and a whole removal team. Activities that would most certainly have come to the attention of near-neighbours and the building superintendent).

      On the terrace, two wicker chairs were placed at corresponding angles with the best views out over the city.

       But none of the residents in neighbouring apartments or any of Issak’s close inner circle had seen, heard, or knew of anyone else living at the apartment. As far as they were aware, Issak resided alone and considered his apartment his own personal writing den, the place he sat and wrote stories which had touched people all over the world and been translated into fifty-plus languages.

      All of which segues into the most glaring anomaly of all: Issak’s work. His laptop. Memory sticks. The printouts of his early drafts. Copies of his works-in-progress. Folders and files. Notebooks. Where were they? Nothing was found at the apartment, nor his office at the institute. What had he done with his entire life’s work, the new short story he’d been discussing with a fellow writer in the days before the shootings, the big, sprawling novel he’d often referenced in interviews and on which he’d been working solidly for the last two years?

      Then there were his three main email accounts – one for everything writing-related, one for his teaching activities, and a personal account he used to keep in touch with friends and family. Not only were all the inboxes empty, but a little digging around in the cyberworld revealed a mass deletion the night before the shootings and, even more confusingly, a whole swathe of cancelled services and subscriptions, ranging from his internet provider, to the utilities for the apartment, and memberships to around half a dozen literary organisations he’d been affiliated with for over twenty years. ‘It’s the kind of behaviour you’d expect from someone who’s had a fatal prognosis from their doctor,’ said one of the more senior officers who examined the scene, ‘someone who wants to tie up any loose ends before they pass away’.

     It was a similar story with his phone records. On the night before the shootings, Issak had a series of lengthy telephone conversations – all to the same number, and all lasting over ninety minutes. Unfortunately, it wasn’t possible for the authorities to follow up on this information as the number in question was government-affiliated.

     “What’s a ‘government-affiliated’ number?” I asked Vladimir’s source.

     “It belongs to the highest office in the Serbian government.”

     “The Prime Minister? Bukic, you mean?”

     “I didn’t say that – I said the highest office in the Serbian government.”

 

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OUT TODAY - THE PROFESSIONAL MOURNER BY NEIL RANDALL

Monday, 5 May 2025 / Leave a Comment

 

Today sees the release of Neil Randall's eagerly anticipated new novel The Professional Mourner. The first book in The Yugoslav Trilogy that also includes Flags from the Old Regime and The Dead Crows of Velika Plana, it tells the story of a baby who wouldn't stop crying and who goes on to hold the fate of not just the old Yugoslavia but the rest of the world in her hands.

Here are the opening scenes of the book:

On a rainy overcast Wednesday in the small town of Velika Plana a baby girl was born to Dragan and Nevena Stanković. Seen very much as a miracle – the proud parents were in their mid-forties and had almost given up hope of ever conceiving a child – it would be no exaggeration to say that little Milica (as she was soon to be called) came kicking and screaming into this world. A perfectly natural state of affairs, many would assume. Only she didn’t stop screaming. Not from the moment she was safely delivered into her mother’s arms, to the moment Dragan and Nevena left the local hospital the following morning. Nothing seemed to pacify her. No amount of shushing or cradling or rocking. Even when her exhausted mother, in the hours immediately following the birth itself, presented the baby with a teat, she somehow managed to both greedily suck the milky goodness from Nevena’s swollen breast and continue to cry, sob, wriggle around, and prostrate herself in a manner the midwife (a veteran of over ten thousand deliveries) or any of the physicians on duty that day had ever seen before.

     “It’s the most curious thing,” observed Dr Ivanović. “If I didn’t know any better, I would say the infant actually enjoys being in a state of utmost distress.”

*

On their return to the family home, a modest apartment in the working-class district of town, the concerned parents did everything in their power to try and settle the baby down – more shushing, cradling, rocking, and feeding. They even let her suck on a wine-soaked finger (a now frowned upon but nonetheless effective technique routinely deployed many years ago). And while their efforts were rewarded with brief periods of respite when Milica had literally screamed herself to sleep – it didn’t last long. A matter of thirty or forty minutes at a time.  

      After two sleepless nights, they were nearing their wit’s end. 

     “Whatever are we going to do?” asked Nevena, red-eyed and haggard through exhaustion. “I know all babies cry. But this isn’t natural. It’s as if God has blessed and cursed us in equal measure, as if He has given us the one thing we most wanted in life, only for that great gift to be the most onerous of burdens.”

      “I don’t rightly know,” Dragan replied. “But you can cut out all that superstitious nonsense. Milica is a perfectly healthy baby. You heard the doctors say so yourself. This is probably just a tetchy period of adjustment. I’m sure she’ll be right as rain soon.”

      But that didn’t prove to be the case, and it caused untold problems in town.

*     

By the end of the first week of constant bawling all through the night and early hours of the morning, not to mention the vast majority of the day, the neighbours started to complain. Not just about the noise, you must understand – if many a resident did bang a piece of wood against their radiators time and again when the crying fit reached a feverish late-night or crack of dawn pitch. But because these were still a deeply superstitious people, regardless of the incredible technological advances made in recent decades. They saw something strange and worrying, portentous of evil spirits and bad omens in an infant who simply wouldn’t stop crying.

     “Mark my words,” they said. “This don’t bode well for any of us. That there little girl is possessed by dark forces. She be cursed. If we don’t watch out, she’ll bring bad luck upon every decent man, woman, and child in the region.”


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INTRODUCING: RANDALL READS...

Sunday, 4 May 2025 / Leave a Comment

 



Neil Randall is delighted to announce the launch of his new social media channel 'Randall Reads...' Having spent the last lifetime or two reading the great works of world literature, the author thought it was high time that he shared one of his big passions with others. More importantly, there has been a huge cultural chasm in so many people's lives following the BBC's catastrophic decision to move Top of the Pops to a Friday - which ultimately sounded the death knoll for the show.

    Fear not. Randall - twenty years too late, admittedly - is now fully prepared to fill the void. Part song and dance man, part tuneless meander, he will finally step up to the plate.

    Over the coming weeks and months, he will recommend a book which made a big impression on him over the years every week. A Thursday, of course. In addition there will be a few bonus episodes where the author will read exclusive samples from upcoming releases like The Professional Mourner

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NEW SHORT STORY PUBLISHED - IN THE ADDICT COLONY

Friday, 2 May 2025 / Leave a Comment

 



Neil Randall is delighted to announce that his new short story In the Addict Colony has just been published by U.S. literary journal Blood+Honey.

     The story was written in a whirlwind burst of activity towards the end of last year, and was inspired by the criminal amount of misinformation, scaremongering, and conveyor belt of faceless naysaying drones who are continually lecturing the public on what is good and what is bad for them – avoid alcohol, drugs, food, laughter, sex, fresh air, et cetera.

    Perhaps this was best illustrated during Randall’s recent sold-out reading at Belgrade Youth Centre. In a lively Q&A session after the author had read selected extracts from forthcoming novels The Professional Mourner and The Belgrade School Shootings, the general direction of the discussion turned towards personal choices and freedom. In a scene reminiscent of Michael Douglas’ ‘Greed is Good’ rant from Oscar-winning classic Wall Street, and cherry-picking from JFK’s famous ‘Ask not what your country can do for you…’ speech, Randall launched into a blistering attack on social media, screen time, the homogenisation of culture, and the paralysing effect it’s having on the intellectual development of people of all ages.

      “Ask not what you can do for your body, but what your body can do for you…” he proclaimed. Shortly followed by: “Addictions are good. You just need to know how to control them.”

    In what was described by one local journalist as ‘rabid invective fusing the worst elements of coprophagia and cynophobia, Randall talked at length about his own creative process, likening it to Johnny Cash strolling into a dark forest with a fierce arsenal of potent hallucinogens, losing his mind for a few days, only to emerge from the forest with a handful of soaring melodies and beautiful lyrics.

     “We all need to get away from ourselves from time to time. You should always go with your instincts, and do the things that get the most out of yourself, whether that’s locking yourself away, writing for months on end, running a marathon every day, devouring the greats of world literature, perfecting the yoga headstand, inserting small pieces of furniture up your arsehole, or cracking open a bottle of fine mezcal and drinking to the dregs in one sitting. Go let it in, go let it out.”

 

Here’s the opening scene from the story:

    

“It’s an unorthodox approach to addiction treatment,” said the Minister for the Interior. “I’m not sure anyone in our administration understands your methods or the true purposes of your programme.”

     “Understanding is an overrated concept, Minister.” Professor Stojanovic came to a stop outside the first addiction booth on their tour of the facility. “For who can understand why an individual will consume so many intoxicants they suffer major organ failure, why they gorge themselves on various foodstuffs, only to stick their fingers down their throat seconds later, nor why a young person lacerates their forearms with a razor blade until they bleed so profusely they need to be rushed to an emergency room. Understanding is not what we’re about at the addict colony.”

     “But to give patients access to the one thing that’s most damaging to them is tantamount to medical heresy, surely!”

     “We only study, not treat, and certainly not cure or offer any kind of solution to their problems. Our firm belief is that when, and only when, the addict wants to leave their own personal addiction booths will their own personal treatment be over. Now, let us commence with our tour. Behold.”

      Stojanovic beckoned the minister over to a high and wide rectangular window that looked in on a white-walled, cell-like space illumined by harsh overhead lighting. All the booth contained was a plank bed, table, chair, and television set. But it was undoubtedly the sight of a painfully skinny, almost naked young woman (she wore only basic bra and panties), with bruises up and down her arms and legs, crouched on the tiled floor, bent over almost double, repeatedly forcing two fingers down her throat which caught his attention. Even more so when the stricken addict, eyes clouded with tears and phlegm dangling from her chin, finally succeeding in making herself sick.

     “This particular addict – and we call them addicts here at the institute, not patients or clients – has just concluded a particularly epic eating binge. Four hours, twelve minutes, and forty-eight seconds to be precise. Bulky carb-rich main meals, red meat, junk food, chocolate desserts, a whole host of cookies and candy bars. You see how violently she is vomiting now, the convulsions which wrack her wasted body, how the regurgitated food is barely masticated.”

     Wincing, the minister had to look away. “But do you not intervene in a compassionate, if not medical sense?”

     “No. Never. We provide for the addict’s specific needs. In this case, an extensive menu of food, and then record everything that happens in the booth afterwards. If you look closely, you’ll see cameras positioned in each corner of the room.”

      “But this is barbaric! Surely you review the addict’s medical notes, their case histories, and try –”

      “Only the addict’s current behaviour interests us here. It’s our firm belief that we will never succeed in understanding addictive, repetitive, compulsive, and ultimately self-destructive behaviour unless we let each individual addict under our care see their own personal journey through to the end. If we intervene – as the medical community has done since time immemorial – then we can only ever offer temporary solutions and partial curatives. Six months later, the addict will resume their self-destructive activities. But if they’re allowed to continue on the addictive path, they might just be able to arrest their behaviour and find longer-term solutions for themselves.”

      The minister blew out some air and shook his head. “Well, I suppose that makes some kind of sense. But I’m still far from convinced. Not just by your theorising, but this facility’s reason to exist.”

      “Then perhaps we should move on to Addict #2. Please, Minister, come this way.”

 

If you want to read the story in full, head over to the Blood+Honey website.

 

And if you’re interested in Neil Randall’s published work, why not check out his amazon page.


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THE BELGRADE SCHOOL SHOOTINGS - NEW NOVEL RELEASE

Monday, 21 April 2025 / Leave a Comment

 


Neil Randall is delighted to announce that his new novel The Belgrade School Shootings will be published by Alien Buddha Press on the18th of May. This is the first book in The Belgrade Trilogy which also includes forthcoming novels From Belgrade with Love and Goodbye to Belgrade.

      Although written last year, the novel could not be more topical or relevant considering the ongoing civil disturbances that have broken out in Serbia over the last six months - events which Randall accurately predicted in the trilogy. 

    Here's a brief breakdown of the plot: 

When Issak Lazarevic, Serbia’s best-known contemporary writer, guns down ten of his pupils, the nation reels in disbelief. Was it madness or something more deliberate?

In the wake of the massacre, veteran journalist Jelena Basturk, Lazarevic's former partner and once fiercest admirer, begins her own investigation. What she uncovers is a labyrinth of contradictions: strange sightings, eerie manuscripts written before the events they describe, and a network of educators seemingly influenced by the writer's cryptic agenda.

As Serbia descends into chaos, with schools shuttered, and books burned on Republic Square, and cities torn apart by the protests, Jelena races to unravel the truth behind Lazarevic's violent act and the disturbing prophecies that follow. When two new manuscripts arrive at her doorstep, predicting even darker chapters to come, she realises the story is far from over.


Be sure to mark the date in your diary: 18th May.

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